When you can't speak your mind

How often have you thought of just blurting out some stupidity, some silliness, or even something truly irrational just for the heck of it?How often have you tried to sneak out an odd comment just to show irritation and/or disapproval? How often have you actually said something that probably didn't mean anything other than a fleeting wise-guy comment?

Chances are...you have done it at some point of time or the other.

Probably you weren't serious about it maybe the attention span was no wider than a sharpened pencil point. Probably it was your way of expressing your opinion on something or just making a silly comment; lets face it, we all want to be able to speak...whenever-wherever! Its just that feeling of liberation when you blatantly speak out your mind; not for anyone else....probably just for yourself...just to feel good!

However, every now and then there is someone in the room who will refute your fleeting moment of liberation. That one person will make it a point to express their disapproval and probably show some disdain. Probably they just want to take a dig at you or have something against you. It could also be that they are harboring some form of negative emotions/feeling towards you that makes them a bit hostile.

And then there are times when you feel free to blurt out some silly stuff and then the VP of your company just passes by and you keep wondering if he heard it or not. What if he heard it, he must be having a bad impression of you, which you never wanted to portray and then you keep cursing yourself that why did I have to open my mouth at that very moment when he was there. Why not a second before or a second after? Why why why in god’s name he had to come by that time only.

Whatever be the case, chances are that you will, more often than not, meet a situation when you just cant speak your mind. What a pity!